Tuesday, April 22, 2008
A New Beggining?? Maybe?
So, as I said before, I was in a 10 year relationship with my high school sweet heart. Yeah I know, those never last. Or do they?? I believe that anything can happen, and that everything in our lives happens for a reason. I have been put through a lot with this guy. I have learned to love him in every way. We broke up for the first times about 3 years ago. We were separated for 2 months. This time, I thought was going to be permanent. Words were said, feelings were hurt, and of course, being the big baby that I am, there were also tears involved. I got the the point where I felt ok. I didn't think of him as much, but I truly think that it was me not letting myself think of him. But, I would go to places and be in different environments, and all I can think of was, "Wish he was here with me" and "I bet he would love coming here" All I've been wanting is a phone call from him saying, "I want you back" After 2 weeks of no calls or texts, I received one last night. He asked "How are you?" and that's were the conversation started. We casually texted back and forth asking about work and family, but I couldn't help the think what he wanted. He never just randomly texts me, so I asked. He gets on the defense and replies "What I can't ask how you are? If you want I won't bother you" I told him that wasn't the case. Then he says "I just been thinking a lot about you lately" *tears* lol And the conversation continued about who was at fault, and what was said, and how sorry we both were,and how much we've missed each other. I just had to now what was really going on, so I ask him and he says, "IDK maybe we should try to work things out, well only if you want" What to reply....think...think... I told him that I thought is was a good idea. He then says "Let us see what happens, and if we're really meant for each other"..........
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wait if your really meant for eachother what? Was that it!!!! I want more...lol!!! No I'm jk!! Hey i think I know why he called you!!! He heard you were going to the gym and working on your fitness (I'm your witness, had yo do it) so he said dang I better get her back before someone elso does!!! Well on a more serious note I'm happy for you and I hope things work out for you guys...you'll be in my prayers!!!
Tears.... awwwe Im so happy that you guys are trying to work things out, only by the grace of God... Keep him in your life,and you will see the difference..... loving you, hope everything works out and i pray that Gods will be done in your life!! God Bless.....
Well little sister I can't tell you what to do just follow your heart if you really want good change in your live seek God and his kingdom and everything else will be added. God knows the desires of your heart and he loves you and wants to have a relationship with you. You can't go wrong serving God like the saying says try God if it doesn't work out the Devil will always take you back. You want a good; prosperous; fullfilled live? Stop wasting your time out in the world because their nothing out there. Look around you and all you see is disaster. I will be praying for you and Gus and will see what happens. Love you Sis!
OKAY YOU NEED TO KEEP ON BLOGGING SISTA!!
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