....Me!

Well, the name is Adriana. I like to do all kinds of things. I love to cook, be with family and freinds, go out and have fun, shop, cars and lots of other things. Music is a very big thing in my life right now. I'm trying to get into stuff I've always been interested in but never had the time. I'm on a forever shopping spree and I hope to do some more traveling very soon. I am trying to find myself, if that makes any sense. I was in a very long term relationship and it seems to me in that time I lost who I was. I became someone other then me. Now, I'm trying to find the real me and be happy with that person. Also I have noticed that I am not truely happy with myself, so I have to try anythign to make myself like the person that I have become.

For awhile I had picked up smoking again. I know ewwww...nasty but I have decided to stop smoking and drinking. I'm not sure if the whole not drinking thing is a long term thing or just for awhile. It was at a point where drinking helped me get away from my feelings and reality and I know that isn't a good thing. Now it's time to get myself straight and face the world as it is. With nothing to numb the pain, or help with what I am feeling and going through. So, here I am world....come and get me.